She knows

December 30, 2007 at 11:05 pm (short story) ()

            The woman sat at the window in the house across the street. The curtains were pulled wide as she sat in her chair staring through the glass. When I left for work in the morning and when I came home in the evening, she was there.

            We, my family and I, have only been in the neighborhood for a few weeks. The kids actually haven’t arrived yet. They are staying with my parents until the end of school. The lady across the street was at the window when we moved in. As soon as the neighbors began to come by to introduce themselves to us they provided explanations. They mentioned reasons for the woman sitting there that reminded me of a good game of rumors.

            I observed her to be in the later part of her life. Her hair was white. The clothes she wore were simple, no fashion involved. The house across the street was also a simple design. The shrubs in front of the windows were well trimmed. The shrubs appeared to be maintained so there is an ability to see outside the house.

            The neighbor, George, from two doors down told me that his son, Timmy, heard the woman is actually dead. Some one goes into the house to place her in front of the window each day. No one knows if the owners of the house make the arrangement of her or if she did have some offspring. In the end the quiet stare of the woman deters burglars.

            George’s wife, Estelle, heard from another neighbor that the woman is schizophrenic. The medication she takes is what makes her even more crazy. This story also adds the children she had eons ago as the administrators of the medications.

            And yet, another neighbor, Melinda, stated clearly another side observation. Melinda said the reason there have been so many occupants in the house I just bought is because the woman across the street can read minds. The reason she sits in the window is so she can clearly have a font seat to all of the mind energy available to her.

            I really head no idea which story was believable. Actually, how could any of them be believable? The only observation I could add to this was the number of occupants in the house. It is true that a large number of families have moved in and out of this house in the past few years. The realtor said each of the families had emergencies elsewhere. The price on the house each time was too good for anyone to pass up.

            I asked George where he obtained his information about the woman. The evidence for death surely could be substantiated. George told me his son heard if from someone that heard if from someone else. That was enough for me to know it was not true.

            What about the mind reading? The woman that supplied the mind reading explanation said her information was verified. The family that lived here before had confirmed the actuality of the information. Supposedly the family before that had also experienced the same thing. My question to her then had to do with the affect of the mind reading. Did that have some reason for the families leaving so often?

            The woman’s answer was simple. She told me yes. I thanked her for coming over to say hello. Before she got through the front door she asked if she would be able to meet the rest of my family. I told her the children were staying with their grandparents until the end of school. She replied nicely. Then I knew what I needed to answer with next. U told her that there was no husband in my life. She seemed to have received the answer she was most wondering about.

            She left with a farewell to meet at some other time. I watched her walk down the side walk and turn left down the street. My attention was caught quickly by the woman in the window across the street.

            I tried to move out of the way so that I could still look out of the window but not have her see me. I wanted to get a better glimpse of her. Maybe I could see her move if I stood there long enough. If I saw her move then I would know that the woman was not dead. If she smiled happily then I would know that she was not too crazy. The mind reading would be hard to figure out from so far away. This all seemed like a waste of time for the moment. The boxes in the kitchen needed my attention.

            In the morning I left my new house with an assurance of a new start. This all seemed well and good to count on in my head. I contemplated from time to time the reason for leaving our previous house. Actually it was a previous life. Starting over is not as easy as they make it in the movies.

            The days always started with the familiar woman at the window looking at me as I drove off. At least I thought she was looking at me. I couldn’t see her eyes. The front part of her body was in the light and the facial features sort of drowned out in the background.

            In the early evening when I cam home she was still there. There were more people moving around at this time of day. I hoped she was looking at them and not me. A kid rode his bike. Another person was driving down the street. After living in my new house for over a month now I thought maybe I should make an attempt at communication with the woman. There wasn’t a name on the mailbox for an easy reference. I could ahead to say I was coming over.

            On Tuesday of that week I saw Melinda walking next to one of her children. I had just arrived home from work. We exchanged greetings before I started more questions. I wanted to know if anyone had attempted to talk to the woman. I wanted to find out information before I made any move by myself.

            Melinda knew the only people that made contact with the woman had moved. She felt like being a part of something like that so she never went over to the lady’s house. That was the only explanation she had for all of the questions I had. Of course this gave me more questions in my mind. I decided I had the information I needed to make a clear decision.

            Two days later I decided to venture more into what I really wanted to know. On that day I came home after work as usual. I pulled into the driveway under the gaze of the lady at the window. When I got out of the car the decision was made to walk across the street. The plan in doing this was to go to the lady at the window and tell her hello. When I was there I would ask her more about herself so I knew for sure. It would be nice to know the details about her firsthand rather than a few neighbors making stores up.

            All of the stories sounded so plausible, yet I had to confirm one of them. The thought occurred to me that if George’s story was true I would be going over to that house and face a dead person. I know I wouldn’t have to call the authorities, everyone already knew she was dead.

            I crossed the street keeping an eye on the woman through the window. I thought she might get up and meet me at the door. But she didn’t. I approached the house by the sidewalk in front of the house that leads to the door. I crossed the window in front of the house where the woman sat. I stood there in mid-step looking through the glass. I was amazed at the real life movement versus the still life painting I saw everyday through the window. There was a pause before she looked up at me. I found her eyes after she turned. She then turned her head toward the door. She gave the direction a slight nod, then looked back at me.

            For a moment my breath stopped, my heart stopped. All life around me ceased. I understood what she meant. I walked to the door, which was unlocked when I turned the knob. My body knew to walk in. I turned to where the woman sat. As I approached the woman the voice that is always easy in my throat searched for a way to come out.

            Her profile was thin. Her hands lay on her lap. She did not turn her head so I continued to walk toward her. I wanted to continue with the plan. Then my voice finally came to me. I started to say hello my name is. Just then she looked into my eyes and opened her mouth to speak.

            “I know why you moved here,” The voice erupted from her as a cacophony of thought and sound.

            “It wasn’t an accident. I know why you’re here. Yes, you’re husband meant well. That gave you no reason to hurt him. Don’t think that you couldn’t find some other way out.”

            Then I knew that she could read minds. I could answer why there were so many owners of my new home. The next day there was a for sale sign in my front yard.

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Kite lady #2

December 27, 2007 at 2:47 am (Uncategorized) (, )

On Saturday I took the kids to see the kite lady. We had spent part of the day running some errands. The haircut for both was the first thing. Surprisingly the haircuts did not take that long. When the haircuts take a long time I find myself getting a little stressed. Things are happening around and noise and questions and how much do you want to take off their hair? That is actually a hard question because it is reserved for their mother.

            When the haircuts were finished I thought we would have a snack. We haven’t been to the Toll House cookie store yet so this seemed like the perfect opportunity. David sat there eating his cookie proudly. I like the fact that he had a cookie and enjoyed it. It doesn’t take much to please him. That is a good thing.

            The cookie store was good but the water fountain was more fun for them. Devri kept getting too close. She worried me. She likes to get as close to the edge of many things and then see what will happen. The side effect is that David will often go along with her.

            To the kite lady. On the way home I could see a few kites flying. I asked Devri what she thought of the kites flying in the air. ‘I like kites Dad.’ Good then, let’s go. We pulled into the large dirt parking lot. The kite lady was busy flying a kite that required her to have some part of the apparatus around her waist. She let the kite fall to the ground so she could go talk to the kids.

            She asked them first if they wanted to fly a kite. That was a wonderful gesture. She came back with a small kite the right size for kids. David was still over talking to the kite that the kite lady was flying before we arrived. He was worried about the status of the kite because it was not up in the air. He gets concerned about things that are not right. Devri was flying kites before David decided to give up worrying about the kite on the ground.

            Devri had a kite with stars. David got a kite with flames. They each exclaimed what it was they had: ‘stars’, ‘fire’. I paused at the sight of each of the kids flying their kites. They seemed to be in a pleasant place. It was a pleasant place. Devri was saying wonderful things about kites. She was saying how much she would like to take the kite home.

            I bought the kites. I think I bought them so we could always go home and fly kites. When we fly kites we will always remember that first day we flew the kites on our way home from a busy day. 

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The Good Night – Short Story

December 21, 2007 at 3:09 am (short story) ()

     The stuffed animals on her bed actually have magical powers. That is what the little girl believed. The young girl explained to her father which toy could perform which feat. As part of the nightly ritual of putting her to bed the father gathered all the animals for his daughter. The story was finished for the night and the book put away.

     The dog ran around her bed at night. She declared. The pony, sparkly and glittery, could fly. Her father asked how the pony could fly. His daughter responded that the pony could fly because it had magical powers.

    As she explained this to her father he listened with interest. The stories his daughter told interested him. He didn’t really believe that all the stuffed animals could do exactly as she said, but he listened intently. The young girl knew that the toys did exactly as she said they did. The elephant did march around her room at night. The ballerina did dance uncontrollably. The princess pranced around as if she owned the place. This was all real for the little girl. But, when she talked to her father he was never convinced. Did anyone believe her? Did they need to believe her for them to be real?

     Her father told her good night before leaving. A small kiss he placed upon her cheek. Then he turned out the light to her room and walked away. As he walked down the hall he looked back lovingly into her room.  He did not see the elephant go to the door for a look out. Nor did he see the ballerina complete an arabesque. He thought he heard something and stopped walking.  Nah, that’s ridiculous he thought turning back down the hall. Then the little girl laughed and smiled as she was completely entertained by the small circus ballet dog show in her room.

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Kite Lady #1

December 20, 2007 at 1:56 am (Uncategorized) (, )

       The lady that sells kites on the side of State Highway 156 had 6 kites in the air as I was driving by today. As usual I was on my way home from work, around 4:15. The lady selling kites has been there for about 3 weeks now. She has a trailer with a sign on the outside that reads, KITES, how obvious. The trailer appears to be the kind where she can stand inside and pull a kite from a shelf while someone stands on the outside to purchase it, almost like a concession stand at a baseball game.

            The days that are cloudy about to rain and days of no wind she does not fly her kites. I look to those days wondering how many she needs to sell to stay in business. I have only driven by one time to see someone talking to her about her kites. One day I should pull over as well.

            The kites are beautiful as they fly in the air. There are many different kinds of kites. A few normal kites fly amid larger ones that have layers. The normal ones I refer to are the old triangle shape with a long tail. I would do just fine with one of those kites. Then there are the ones that have multiple layers and shapes that look like they would hurt if they hit you in the head.

            The other interesting thing about my passing by today besides the amount she had flying in the air was another sign that was on the side of her trailer. This sign read: FREE KITE FLYING LESSONS. I guess one has to ask the question at that point; do we really need lessons on how to fly kites. I thought that was something that every kid learns to do. Then I realize that she is just trying to drum up some business. Then I realize that I need to show my children how to fly a kite.

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Work #2

December 14, 2007 at 1:44 am (Uncategorized) (, , )

           I lost my wallet. Hopefully it is somewhere here in the house. After work I went by the convenience store and the place I cleaned windows yesterday to see if it was there.

            I feel the rocks more the past few days than I have before. The soles of my shoes are obviously getting thinner. I didn’t want the soles of my shoes to get worn out. I wanted this pair of boots to last me for some time. They have lasted a good few months so it is only natural for them to get worn out.

            When I started wearing the new boots the only thing that could be felt was the smooth surface. The soles were fresh and thick. The thickness of the soles made it possible for less pain. Now my feet hurt like there is a need for the pain to be there. My ankles hurt during the day. This morning my toes began to emit pain that I haven’t felt before. I also felt the smaller bumps more. I felt the bolts on the ground. I felt the rocks on the ground

            Many hours walking around today I felt the pain and remembered the wallet that I can’t find. I want to know that my security is safe. The worst part is not knowing if someone out there has taken my wallet and done something with the information in it. I want to find my wallet.

            I don’t want the rocks to be felt by me feet anymore. That could mean new boots. I didn’t want to feel the roughness anymore hoping that I wouldn’t need to walk anymore. I walked about 6 hours today. This is the life of a cycle counter. I walked about 6 hours yesterday. This is the life of a dedicated cycle counter. It’s no wonder that my boots are worn out. But I don’t want to feel the pain anymore. Because the pain is not only felt when I walk but it is also felt loudly when I wake up in the morning and put my feet on the ground for the first time.

            As I walked I looked to the East to see the large commercial garbage collector. The truck held a large container on the back. The largeness of the truck was not the oddity for me. The strangeness came from the large cloud of dust that bellowed around the truck and continued to grow. A glow was surrounding the truck with the help of the early morning rising sun. A man came out of a building and walked right into the dust cloud. Swallowed by the cloud he continued until not seen anymore. The truck drove forward with more dust making a larger cloud around him.

            I continue walking almost forcing the pain when I don’t have to. I let it happen again and again. This is the life of a cycle counter that needs a job. Sweating early in the day because of the walking a stench emerges from me. I now sweat more than I used to. I sweat more on my chest and the sweat is more visible to me than ever. I have not had this many jobs where I walked and sweat so much. The fun days are when I forget to put on deodorant. The smell on those days is entertaining. Not many people tell me to my face how bad I smell. All the other employees have a stench as well. My wife tells me as soon as I walk in the door. I don’t blame her. It’s like when you greet that relative that drove 12 hours to see you. The door is opened to the house to say hello and then you smell the odor of travel all over them. That’s how it is when I come home.

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The early morning dog- Poem

December 12, 2007 at 2:02 am (poetry) ()

Dog sleeping next to me. Looking up at me lazily.

bed covered in sheets, not so splendid.

desk covered in papers. Time to go to bed in order to get up early.

Early, more early than I would care to do tomorrow.

The dog will be laying next to me at 4:30.

She will be laying in bed at 5:20 when I finally leave for work.

The dog will only get up to go to the couch if she feels like it, if she gets up at all.

Usually she only opens an eye to check on things. She is 65 pounds. I feel every move she makes.

House lights. House door. Garage door. Garage light. Truck door.  Truck lights every morning. Headlights flash across the lawn.  

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Work #1

December 10, 2007 at 3:27 pm (Work) (, , )

           I don’t know exactly what bothers me the most about the filth. Filth in general should bother me. But this is a little different. I work here. I spend a lot of my time here. I never thought I would work at a place that had some much filth in it. And the strange thing is so many people are fine with it. Part of the filth does not bother me all the way because I have grown somewhat used to it.

            I know that others are fine with it because they continue to contribute to the filth. I make sure that I do not do the same things the other employees do. We work in a factory that uses a lot of welders. They feel the liberty to spit on the floor no matter where they are. I have been walking through the bathroom recently and another guy in front of me turned his head and spit. Where the extrusion from his mouth fell, I don’t know. He didn’t care either.

            I guess that is what surprises me more than anything. They don’t care exactly where they put their filth. You can also see this anytime you walk in the shop. On the floor I have seen a myriad of saliva pieces on the floor. There have been long ones and short ones and really gross looking ones. I know this sounds awful, but I have to get this off my chest.

            I know the place I work is a factory. I know that there are people that come from different backgrounds. I just don’t understand why it bothers me so much that people want to spit anywhere they want to.

            I have also been up on the platform in the finish area with Nick when he unusually spits. He often spits on the tops of the tanks. There really isn’t any floor to spit on since he does most of his work on a platform. There really is only one place to spit if you are going to do it. I wonder if he is almost spitting on the tank to show some disgust to the employer. But goodness, it is a little gross when I have to get the readings for the air test and his saliva is close to where I need to be.

            I will continue to ponder these things. And I still have not found it possible to spit as often as other people in the plant do. Maybe that is something about a man I need to learn to do. 

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The Window Cleaner #1

December 8, 2007 at 12:19 am (Uncategorized)

I washed the windows of Caffe Barra with pleasure today. It is a great joy to do  there because I not only get a great conversation with the owner, but she always gives more money than I expect.

I don’t remember her name. It is not often enough that I see her to remember her name. Most of the people I see I don’t remember their names. Only a few people remember my name. I do appreciate it when they remember my name.

The first order of business was to clean the outside windows and then work on the inside. I had to move a few pieces of furniture out of the way to get to the inside of the windows. Inside the business only three people were present besides the worker and another employee. An elder couple visited with the elder employee about making money and what to do about the Fed rates. Each of them peculiarly had a favorite Secretary of Finance. “One of the Secretaries, I don’t remember, he was in place when I was young. Alan Greenspan, I remember.”

The men deliberated over one of the sayings Greenspan is now known for. ‘Inconvenience debt’ is one of the things Greenspan is famous for saying. Then each of them discussed the technology stocks. Of course there were good and bad parts of the technology stocks. One of the men did not participate in the stocks vehemently. The other shared his woes about losing $5000 in the technology stocks. I have never had that type of tragedy yet.

As usual the owner gave me five more dollars than I expected. In other words it was a tip. Before I left she told me about karoke next week. We exchanged reasons for singing in front of a crowd.

“Good, I have been practicing,” I said.

Then I said something about singing in the car to practice.

The next job was Marika’s, a women’s exercise facility. There are never that many women in the facility. The owner is never around either. I am surprised that the only time I saw the owner was the day I got the job. She was there for me to ask about doing the windows. From then on she was not present making me leave an invoice. At least she pays the invoices quickly.

As I moved down the row of windows I noticed laughter coming from within. Apparently a couple of women were having a great time. They laughed loud enough to be heard outside. I guess it sounded more like cackling animals than laughter through the glass. I wondered what could be so exciting that they kept going on about for such a long time. And then the odd thing is when I went inside to give the invoice to the employee. The ladies were still going loudly with talking and laughing. One lady was sitting on a machine and another was standing up. The one standing up did more of the talking and laughing.

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Let’s get going

December 8, 2007 at 12:13 am (Uncategorized)

I have many things to say today, but for the first time I will manage to say; let’s get going. I know that I am not up and coming with all the stuff that is out there. For me starting a blog is cool. I hope to keep things up. I actually hope I chose the right one to go to. I have read a few entries out there and people have switched and changed from one to another. I don’t want to do that.

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